Chocolate Guilt Effect

Left alone, I sat in a state of catatonia with my brain in my hands, have I deteriorated to the level of a dumb animal?

Who are you? You don't belong here, I don't think you should be here, in this hallucination. From what I've learned it's the mind which is where hallucinations come from. We shoudn't be able to make up anything that wasn't there to start wtih, that didn't inert from experiences from the real world. Imagination cannot create anything, can it? It only recycles bits and pieces from the world and reassemble them into visions. Wish I had the ability to hallucinate whenever I want to and whoever I want of.

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one." - Albert Eistein

So when we think we've escaped the unbearable ordinariness and untruthfulness of our lives, it is actually in the same old ordinariness and falseness rearranged into the appearances of innovations of truth. I usually say fuck the truth but mostly the truth ends up fucking you. Nothing unkown is knowable, it's immensely confusing vastness just as God. Don't you think its depressing? The limitations of our imagination.

"Imagination is more important than knowledge." - Albert Einstein